.....idk just a poem for me to stay alive for Damain......

 a poem deadicated to Damian, he keeps me alive   

 I’m tired of crying,

I’m tired of this pain,

I just wanna sleep, die for peace

Never wake again 

My old friends,

I miss them so,

My past, bloody and dark with no where to go 

No redemption or safety

Unloved,

Unwanted,

Uncertain to take my next breath  

Surrounded and consumed in my own grave,

I wish for nothing more than your arms wrapped around me,

Oh the warmth of your infinite love, your eternal love for me 

Though the thoughts of poison and suicide begin

As I your Juliet,

I long to die tonight and lie in your ghostly arms

If in life we can’t be

Then in death here I’ll shall wait for thee