idk anymore
Hey Everyone sorry i havent posted much lately. Start IOP last week been to 2 classes so far. I have court on the 21st for a follow up. Its like every door i get open closes rite back before i can step in. Not sure what to do anymore. Tried filing a police report of eveeryhing thats been going on lately but they would not assit me at all. I also think im being watched by a P.I.. Cant get all the actual help needed with my mental issues. Cant afford to get the help. Cant stop turning to weed for my coping needs. That doesnt help with probation at all.Trying to find a place to leave do to my problems with the people involved in the 'GangStalking' group. I just wish i had a normal life and could be normal. Somethimes life is not even worth waking up for or to. I just need help. Ive even started a gofund me to raise money for medical treatment an to assit with things i have to pay but am unable at the and not even one person on my FB acc or not even person in my family is willing to help. My grandparents would do anything in the world for me but health wise the are unable to. jobs arent workin out just deadends with everything i try to do.
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Sorry to hear...
Stay focused and keep trying. Good luck!
Give your problems to God. Only he can handle them.
Blessings
I'm sorry to hear that things are so tough, Scotty. So, the police would not allow you to file a report? Do you know specifically who is stalking you (and/or why)? Unfortunately, the police won't be able to help much unless you can identify who is bothering you.
Regarding jobs, here is a list of ones that you can do from home: http://clark.com/employment-military/work-home-guide/
They are legitimate jobs (not scams), and maybe you'll find something that would work for you. Also, there is a web site that a dear friend of mine likes called Swagbucks, where you can watch videos and take surveys in exchange for things like Amazon gift cards. There is no cost to join. I've never tried it, but you can check it out here: https://www.swagbucks.com/
I hope you're able to find a place to live where you feel safe. Does your town have a community health center that provides any free or low-cost mental health services? We have one here, but I know not every place does.
Praying that court went well for you today.
Judy