idk

im not quite sure what to do now im getting tested for new diagnosis soon. ive been diagnosed with type one diabtes for 10 years and hypothyroidism since very young thats started getting serious now and im only sixteen. i always feel in pain and dont understand why my body is working against me. from the moment of my t1d diagnosis i was severly bullied i feel like everythings gone wrong every friendship family relaionship is ruined the only thing i have is my girlfriend theyre the only one i feel actually safe and ok around. i just dont understand how do i get passed this feeling that ill never feel trulybetter even if mentally i will always have physical problems.