"Id feel great if only"

I had a total knee replacement 8 months ago and since then it's been a whirlwind of feeling sick. I suffer from Intersticial Cystitis and have a few other Auto Immune things.  I began to feel like a Hyperchonriac but these illnesses are real.  I get a flare up of IC which is horrible and it comes from stress. Then it goes away and my good knee started to hurt.  They want to replace that one as well but I am not ready for that yet. Then when that one feels better the operated knee reminds me that I am not fully recovered yet. It sucks. On top of it all I have sleep Apnea and that mask drives me nuts. All I seem to do is complain and hurt. Well that's my journal for now, beside trying to lost about 60 pounds things are going well. Lol