Iam done crying part 2

To everyone I am done crying.The mourning is over and i feel so much better.I realize that Brad was not in his right mind and I do miss him.However,missing a person and grief are two different things.You must learn to do what you like and do it well.Do not give up what you like .I did and I am so sorry.Always do what you want and try and I mean to smile and laugh.I try to laugh everyday and see old comedy movies.I like Laurel and Hardy and they have given me so much laughter through the pain and for this I am greateful.