i write to empty my heart on a page

I write because I need to unfold myself.
I am so full of pain sometimes, I am beyond screaming.
 
So much confusion slips in the cracks and I feel too full to mention and bleed out.
Thankyou God for saving me and giving me hopeful days again.
Thanks God for pouring some light in and around me so that I can boldly stand again and face the wind in my face.
 
I know that I am not alone, even though marriage and people bewilder me and strain me many a day.
 
 
Things are never enough but I have heaven to look forward to and the beauty you present in each day at a time.