I wish things were different

Im really depressed because life isn't going the way I expected. I expected to have a degree of some sort be stable, have my own apartment and have a baby by now. But no instead I'm getting divorced, have to wait nine months because I defaulted on my loan to go to school to get my degree. I had to move back in with my ex because my roommate did meth and crazily destroyed our apartment, I had to call the police on her. So I'm back looking for my own apartment.

On a side note: I want to have a baby so bad I've had three separate dreams just these past few days of how great of a mom I would be. I'm 25 yrs old, time is running out I need to get my act together . But I'm divorced so that doesn't help at all