i will over come this =D

i am sooo happy in my new home with my husband. He is the most patient kind.loving, giving soul. i am very blessed. last night i went to the grocery store and had an overwhelming anxiety moment its like suddenly im easily overwhelmed by too many people being too loud! sucks. i will work on it though. I keep feeling my ears have too much pressure im wondering if its anxiety? i cried to my husband about how nervous i was at the grocery store. and how i hate when i get anxiety and i dont understand whyyy! i am the happiest iv ever been.  im resting, and being stress free. But my nerves are overboard right now. its weird.im going to see my councelor next week.hopefuly we can figure this out. but im happy. im so happy so greatful and even though i might have a new struggle with this stage of anxiety. im strong i will come out of this. but im wondering if im so happpy. y am i sooo nervous.