I will not be beaten! I am strong!

Ok, so yesterday was a bad day, they happen, they happen for everyone, people with eating disorders and people without eating disorders have bad days, those bad days just take different forms. That voice took over my head, told me what a failure i am, how unloved i am, how i am not good enough and therefore made my disordered thoughts etc about food raise their ugly head, making me feel weak and like i couldnt fight, as if the thoughts were going to take me over and change me into that ill person that i hate being. But NO! i am stronger than my eating disorder! I love life, I love energy, and I love being me not ruled by ed! Back to my normal healthy self today and i have every intention of keeping it that way!! I will not let ed take away anymore of my life!