I will no longer be selfish

Love must be a two way thing.Got rejected more than 5 times,yet I failed to get that I was the problem.Girls love 6feet tall, muscular, handsome guys,which I'm clearly not, I'm just too much emotional.Anyways from this day I do promise I'll even forbid myself of having the idea that I have any slightest chance to experience romantic love. I'll never ever pursue anything other than friendship from this day.I won't disturb anyonr.