I will never forgive the other woman

 This journal will make other people mad and I expect a lot of flak.But the other woman who Brad was seeing to me is responbile for his death.When I met Brad,all he did was talk about her and he would go to see her.He brought her into our old apartment and I am glad that my number has been changed.I just grew to resent her and i still do.Brad was clean and sober for five years when he met her again and like a spider she set out to destroy him and listened to all of his lies he told her about me.I am not disabled.I am hearing impaired and i dont hear very well.It is because of an accident and I was trying to get more hearing aids.I dont have the money and when I did the hearing aids I was fitten for were lousy.They were always breaking and so i figured..why bother? So i put them away.I dont go to concerts or the movies because i cant afford them.I was taught to read lips and this is what I do.I have my tv on closed captioned and if this annoys people thats simply too bad.Closed captioned is what has saved me and so has the hearing devices.I saw Brad breaking away and I still couldnt figure out why.Brads drug of choice was crack and he smoked it whenever he could and he told me that crack relaxed him and he could sleep.Brad did not understand this spider did not really like him.She liked his money.And now he is dead and I hope that she is satisfied.I hate her guts and i put her in the same catagory as Karla Homolka and Ted Bundy to me she is the most evil person on the face of the earth.Drop dead!