I will make it....Right?

Just let me bleedLet me cryLet me carve up my insidesLet me breathFuck it let me dieI dont care and dont know whyI wish I didI want beautiful kidsI want a wifeJust not this lifeCant I trade it in?Start fresh again? Set me freeOf my insanity Of my unhealthy thoughtsMy heart that rotsSet fire to my soulGive me  the strength to grow old See my grand kidsSee the worldSee the face of my baby girllife forever free of sadness Very unlikely I will have this But I can dreamI can hopeMy back is not against the ropes I can fight Carry onBe strong Live longI willI canBe a manA CHAMPIONIts slow rollingBut I am goingI will get there when its timeAnd you will see me as I flyI will conquerI will soar I will break down all the doorsI can be free of these demons inside of me.