I will always remember Frank and today I am crying.

Frank always told me that life can be full of upsets.Do you know that he was right? And do you know that the nuns never taught me and the others how to deal with disappointment.I dont know what it is like to be angry.I got angry once in 1955.I was 8..and guess what? The nuns hit me and I have never lost my temper since.All of my anger is inside and this is why I suffer from depression.I just cant get angry.My therapist wants me to explode but look what happens when people get angry? The latest shootings in the work place is a perfect example what anger is and I dont want to be part of it.Who wants to be with a woman who is always angry? Hasnt anyone seen Whose Afraid of Virginia Woolf? Havent the last 35 years with the masterpieces of anger showed people this is a very dangerous emotion.And do you know that Lee Harvey Oswald had an anger problem? Why do these men have this? Why do they kill and hit and scream? Cant they talk anymore? And why do children end up being the victims? Cant we stop saying the anger is normal? And do admit it..it is an lousy emotion and we must not stop glorying it and stop making heroes out of these serial killers.

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I am so sorry you cannot vent...This is slowly building up inside you. Did you ever think to go to counseling, or just go outside and scream...It will make you feel better
Wishing you a very Merry Christmas. Love and Hugs Lee Ann