i went to church today

Im not a christian but it really helped.the church really inst for me but im very glad i went. there was a message that im glad i got. i feel alot happyier now.in fact i did somethign crazy.i called damon and planned to make am usic video...one part of me is ready to be an artist and do it. the other part of me is saying ARE U CRAZY?! U DOTN HAVE THE MONEY!but i felt inspired too....im glad i got out of the house.i just wish i had more freedom and could leave the house when ever i want to.but i feel much better and will apply everything i learned today. i prayed ti heal from my rape. and my neigbor says i seem much better.. since the zoloft lolwell im glad things are going well. im just waiting for things to go great.oh yeah and i have some new fans. but i got them a while ago so its not so new. i just need to keep getting some more so i wont be bored lol my paralega is really bulshitting with serving the defendants.he better get it rightim stuck at 90% when i should be done by now.this is a time sinsitive issue and he aint getting it.i will not recomend his services and keep this to myselfall iknow is he'd better get it right.