I was mad at you last night

I was mad because you refused to take out life insurance, update your will etc before you died or go get a good checkup like I knew my intuition was telling me.  AND you left me struggling financially when I was so well off before we were married.  AND I was mad I let you talk me out of taking that last job instead staying where we were now I WAS mad because I need new glasses and it I have no more insurance to get them....each little cost like that is tough.....so I was mad you left me in that kind of a mess.
My glasses are a year plus overdue and they are so scratched its horrible. I have to find the extra hundreds of dollars each time something extra comes up.....
 
SIGH......if only I could find another pt job to supplement my income....PLEASE ROGER if you have any clout to help DO IT....END