I was Emma1172
For some reason i cannot log on to my old account and i cannot have the password sent to my email either, so consequently, i've had to create a new account.
For those of you who were friends with Emma1172, feel free to add me as this is my new account.
Since i haven't been online in a fairly long time i think it's about time for a breif update on how life's been.
Everything is going well with family, me and my sister and getting on better than ever and have been for a while which for those who have read my journals before, will know its been a dream of mine for a long time.I also got a job as retail operative at Primark, so recently i've had a little extra cash in my pocket which has been nice, although since i'm not used to having so much money its taken a while for me to get to grips with spending in moderation. The few 'pay days' i've had, have been spent shopping and left me with little cash for the rest of the month, i also applied for a weekend supervisor position at primark a month after starting there however i feel like lack of maturity, years and experience i failed to get it.My relationship with Tristain has been pretty rocky recently, we had our biggest fight yet on friday/saturday which really broke my heart, but luckily we're back on track now and everything is fine. I hate imagining life without him and even though its only been 5/6 months, i know he'll be the only one i'll ever want. The security i feel is amazing, i know he'll never break up with him which could be a downfall, knowing that no matter how badly i treat him he'll never end things, but i dont ever want to mistreat him. He makes me feel so much better about myself aswell, i very rarely feel sexy or like i'm actually attractive but he makes me feel like i am which is really nice.
I've also recently reverted back to my 'spiritual path', it was a big part of my life when i lived in Hull, it all just made sense for me and made me feel like i had something. Most people have strong beliefs, whether it's an organised religion or a general way of life, and i had neither, i was living from day to day and i've never agreed with organised religion so when i was asked to attend a spiritual reading it re-opened that door for me and has given me a fairly new outlook.
I did at one point plan to leave school, work full time and move into a house with Aimee (for those who know me from my previous account will know aimee, she is the best friend whos family took me in after i left Hull) however after the spiritual readin, and something the woman told me, i realised that i needed to stay at school and try my hardest to get into a university. Which is what i am doing.
So, thats an update on my life, i haven't got many/any friends on this account yet so if you feel like talking to someone or getting to know me better than feel free to add me, i'm open to anyone and everyone :)
For those of you who were friends with Emma1172, feel free to add me as this is my new account.
Since i haven't been online in a fairly long time i think it's about time for a breif update on how life's been.
Everything is going well with family, me and my sister and getting on better than ever and have been for a while which for those who have read my journals before, will know its been a dream of mine for a long time.I also got a job as retail operative at Primark, so recently i've had a little extra cash in my pocket which has been nice, although since i'm not used to having so much money its taken a while for me to get to grips with spending in moderation. The few 'pay days' i've had, have been spent shopping and left me with little cash for the rest of the month, i also applied for a weekend supervisor position at primark a month after starting there however i feel like lack of maturity, years and experience i failed to get it.My relationship with Tristain has been pretty rocky recently, we had our biggest fight yet on friday/saturday which really broke my heart, but luckily we're back on track now and everything is fine. I hate imagining life without him and even though its only been 5/6 months, i know he'll be the only one i'll ever want. The security i feel is amazing, i know he'll never break up with him which could be a downfall, knowing that no matter how badly i treat him he'll never end things, but i dont ever want to mistreat him. He makes me feel so much better about myself aswell, i very rarely feel sexy or like i'm actually attractive but he makes me feel like i am which is really nice.
I've also recently reverted back to my 'spiritual path', it was a big part of my life when i lived in Hull, it all just made sense for me and made me feel like i had something. Most people have strong beliefs, whether it's an organised religion or a general way of life, and i had neither, i was living from day to day and i've never agreed with organised religion so when i was asked to attend a spiritual reading it re-opened that door for me and has given me a fairly new outlook.
I did at one point plan to leave school, work full time and move into a house with Aimee (for those who know me from my previous account will know aimee, she is the best friend whos family took me in after i left Hull) however after the spiritual readin, and something the woman told me, i realised that i needed to stay at school and try my hardest to get into a university. Which is what i am doing.
So, thats an update on my life, i haven't got many/any friends on this account yet so if you feel like talking to someone or getting to know me better than feel free to add me, i'm open to anyone and everyone :)
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