I was a little nuts.

So, I realized that there was a reason for me being extra emotional.  I had PMS.  I haven't had it like that in years.  I am in my mid-forties.  Not to diminish how hard MS is.  And it was that day.  I was just extra hyper emotional.  And I remembered how I am going to do this.  With my Lord and Savior by my side.