I want to smile again

I was a member years back but life really overwhelmed me and I simply have been existing but nothing more. Some part of me is fighting to find a life and keep going- so here I am. Not sure what I have to offer anyone in the way of trying to encourage them but I figure the best way to be useful in this life is to help others. Anyone need a friend?

Bone disease as a child made life hard but I have a strong mind and believe in the power of laughter. Several years ago I was dumped by my adult kids because I had too many problems. I didnt need them to rescue me... just care. Anyway I now realize I don't even smile anymore and it needs to stop. I want my laughter back.