I want to but how
I want to get rid of everything I have that my mom has got me but if I do that then I wont have much. Alot of the things in my room are from her. I am gonna clean so more today to get my mind of things. And what I find from mom I will put in a box. I was up till 2am cleaning last night and I am still not done.
Why am I all the sudden strugglin again? I thought I was fine.
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I'm kinda the same but the opposite. Each item has a memory or a meaning. It can be good or bad. It defines who we are as an individual. We are who we are for reasons and our reasons are different from one to another. These things you don't want to get rid of because you're going to look back on them to reconnect to your roots. It's complicated but it makes sense if you live a life for all that. Older people understand but those like us experience this more early.
Yea but like it all reminds me that it was all a lie and it pisses me off
Yeah, that can happen.
I would box it all up.
But keep it.
It's just the memories that your dealing with.
I think once you clean and put it away you will be fine. You won't have to look at it anymore.
Do keep it tho.
Don't do anything crazy with it when your pissed off.
Ok
<3 Love you girl. I'm sorry that your having to go through this. I'm here if you need me. Or if you want to PM me I'm here.
Thank you! I really appreciate it. Love you too!
Same.