I want to B me awhile longer

I am not going on any meds for CML for awhile. I still have a bad cough but at least most of all the fluid is gone.
I am not a test subject to be poked by some who doesnt even care. 
I will enjoy the life I have right now with my grandkids.
Each crisis that comes up I will take as a challenge that I will use my head with keep calm and live with what I decide.
I will not be a drain on my family.