I want off this ride!

I noticed it has been a bit but it has not been boring. My angiogram came out perfect the only issue is my SVT, supraventricular tachycardia.  My heart likes to beat fast and it has become more and more often. When I say fast I mean 150bpm to over 300 bpm, most often between 200- 300 and when it hits 200 I don't feel it, I only feel like it is rushing between 150 and 200. Because this is happening more often and for longer periods of time I need to have a nerve ablation on the outside of my heart. They either burn or freeze the nerve. It is a 4 hour procedure plus I will be spending the night. This is scheduled for 10/2 @ 6:30 am. Ugggg!!!!

I still need to have the interstim put in, my neck checked for another fusion, both wrists done for carpal tunnel, first my lung issue figured out as I am having a difficult time breathing and can not exert myself at all or I start having massive coughing fits which produce nothing. My right knee hurts like hell so need that checked. And this is just the main medical issues. 

Well my daughter-in-law is at it still yet worse. She is a full fledged alcoholic. History is repeating itself which breaks my heart for Joey and my littles. The kids since she almost killed herself the week of Halloween have kept a very close eye on the bottles and the people sneaking her drinks when daddy has not been home. They HATE those bottles so much. She has never learned what trust is, for herself or anyone else. Yesterday they found a ground wasps nest. Joey stepped on it accidentally and a hornet stung him in the eyebrow. You know he got an instant horrible headache. He dealt with it as long as he could. The neighbor had come over and had 2 drinks as she finished the1.75 liter bottle she started that day. Joey could no longer stand the noise so he went to bed. Could still hear them plain as day so he went downstairs to find quiet and sleep. Steve the neighbor got the kids in bed while she went to find him. She accused him like normal of calling women blahs blahs blahs.  He had enough left and drove around town for an hour. He finally Answered her texts because she said yeah leave me to deal with the kids. He went home woke them up and said we are going to a surprise. Then texted me asking if I wanted company. So then he called and filled me in while we were talking the neighbor called and told him to bring the kids back home to their beds and that she would be gone. At the same time she called daddy who lives by me and he jumped in his truck to rush to her rescue. Well he and Joey fought and all of a sudden Keith understood how bad his daughter is and how much help she needs. He apologized to Joey and turned to Nicole who was now really upset and she turned and left on foot. They drove around for 45 minutes to find her. Mind you this was now 2:15 in the morning. As her dad pulled back up to the house Nicole was walking up the drive way. The last I have heard was she was home and he went to bed at 3:30. Nothing today which is and isnt ok. My grands will call tomorrow when they are alone and I will get Logans version as he is a good sneak and knows more than mom and dad know he does. I can not interfere unless Joey asks me too. The last things he said to me last night that while she was walking was the kids are yours take good care of them. His response to that statement to me was she is sure building a case against herself.

I cant help him this week as I have dr appts monday and wednesday. A gift giving appt most likely Tuesday and grocery shopping either of any of those afternoons. Plus I have to bust ass to clean as thursday when Jono is done with work he will be bringing Aydan over for the long weekend. And I think I am tired now....uff-da!!!!

Prayers and wishes of luck are definitely needed. 

Love and Hugs

Susie and my angel boy Jerred