I want off this merry go round
I am so exhausted today. I feel like it is a struggle to keep my eyelids open.
My boss handed me a letter telling me that I need to just suck it up here at work and deal with the fact that my supervisor is lousy. Well no problem. When she makes lousy decisions, I will deal with it. If she is going to treat me like crap then she can expect me to treat her the same way. I am tired of doing my job and getting no recognition for it. While the two trouble makers don't do half of their jobs and are treated like they are little queens. For some reason he listed that my job description states "other duties as assigned" which no shit...I know that. However, I have a doctor's statement that states I should do sedentary work. He has taken me out of the "doorman" rotation, but now I will have to deal with the retaliation of my coworkers. I have been offered to take another job for less pay and a new supervisor. I have worked for that supervisor before and I think she is a really good supervisor but I don't know if I can afford the paycut. So, now I have to make a decision...stay in this hell or take a pay cut and work for someone better. hmmmm tough call. I think they could let me go for missing work if I take that other position. Not necessarily a bad thing. I miss so much work...it kills me.
I guess I will think about all of that when my head is straighter. Things are quieter now. My supervisor is more solemn. She knows I filed on her. She isn't an idiot. Not sure what happened but maybe things will be better.
I am thinking this flu shot did me in. I am achy and weak and tired. I have PT this afternoon. Going to tell them either have me do once a month or I can't do this. I am so over being sick all the time. I just want this shit to stop and let me live my life.
Guess it is my day to be depressed because I feel so miserable. Ahh well, suck it up and get to work.
My boss handed me a letter telling me that I need to just suck it up here at work and deal with the fact that my supervisor is lousy. Well no problem. When she makes lousy decisions, I will deal with it. If she is going to treat me like crap then she can expect me to treat her the same way. I am tired of doing my job and getting no recognition for it. While the two trouble makers don't do half of their jobs and are treated like they are little queens. For some reason he listed that my job description states "other duties as assigned" which no shit...I know that. However, I have a doctor's statement that states I should do sedentary work. He has taken me out of the "doorman" rotation, but now I will have to deal with the retaliation of my coworkers. I have been offered to take another job for less pay and a new supervisor. I have worked for that supervisor before and I think she is a really good supervisor but I don't know if I can afford the paycut. So, now I have to make a decision...stay in this hell or take a pay cut and work for someone better. hmmmm tough call. I think they could let me go for missing work if I take that other position. Not necessarily a bad thing. I miss so much work...it kills me.
I guess I will think about all of that when my head is straighter. Things are quieter now. My supervisor is more solemn. She knows I filed on her. She isn't an idiot. Not sure what happened but maybe things will be better.
I am thinking this flu shot did me in. I am achy and weak and tired. I have PT this afternoon. Going to tell them either have me do once a month or I can't do this. I am so over being sick all the time. I just want this shit to stop and let me live my life.
Guess it is my day to be depressed because I feel so miserable. Ahh well, suck it up and get to work.
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I\'m sorry you are having a down day. I\'m having one too. I would pray about the decision about the jobs. Let God lead you on this one. Meantime, just do what you are suppose to do and do not worry about anyone else. Hope you day gets better.
Donna