I want it to be over.

I just want to go be with him and my mom.  I am tired of the struggle.  The last few weeks have been so hard with our weather.  Lots of snow, record lows, now flooding, mudslides and the like.  I just want to go, this hurts so bad and is so lonely.  Today, is my 2 month mark.  I am not going to make it, it is too hard emotionally and physically.  Please pray for me.  Thanks.