i want her to be happy.

i got an email from her yesterday. and it was a nice email but making gaps of time in which i email her isn't working, i was hoping she would start missing me so much that she would want to see me sooner but ill just keep waiting, until around the middle of June. i wish i knew why she wanted things to be so distant with our friendship? why doesn't she want us to be closer,deeper friends?? i really wish i knew why? why does she like her other girlfriends more? i never know what to believe cuz she still says she really loves me. so if she really loves me that much why doesn't she want to be closer friends with me??  and see me more like she wanted to before?? this is so confusing.