i want closeness. deep closeness

my heart is longing for closeness with/from  someone online. like a really close friend. ( just with a women/girl )  - i want that type of deep closeness so bad. my heart is just so longing for it so bad. i still have so much time and love to give. its even to the point that everything in me is longing for it so much. im praying so hard that ill find someone.