i wanna go back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i know this may sound weird, but i wanna go back to the hospital.....people there understand me and i don't feel weird or like i'm overreacting there......don't get me wrong, i'm saying that i'll make myself worse and make myself go back there....i know that's not what the hospital is for......it just works for me and it's just kinda comforting....i know it's weird and i know it's crazy, i just feel like i belong there....sometimes i feel like i don't belong here in the real world, but in the hospital in the SIRS and ED program i belong there.....there are people there who get me and who can help me and tell me that my feelings are okay.....it's weird when i'm there i get so homesick for my parents and stuff adn when i'm gone i'm homesick of THERE.....i dunno.....just had to spill my ideas....

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i can understand that... i enjoy going to therapy for that reason. it feels like a comfortable world to go to.