I wanna find somewhere I belong

Cut myself last night. Can't take this anymore I don't belong anywhere. People don't talk to me at my stupid dance studio I don't feel like I'm apart of that studio at all. when I got home from dance yesterday my mom told me the Dr. called about my lab results, I still have the lyme I just can't beat this thing. my injured joints are killing me and they just all seem to be getting worse and I can't do anything and it's so frustrating. On top of everything that night my mom told me one of my cousins, one of many I have never met but I do know his sister, an other cousin of mine he had committed suicide that day, so now things are just going crazy in this already insane family. I don't know what to do

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deleted_user
deleted_user

*Hug*
I\'m sorry you\'re going through so much.
If you need someone to talk to I\'m here.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I know it is hard for you to believe this now, but this is such a small part of your life. When you are my age, this will be but a distant memory.