I've been away for a while

First of all I want to thank all of you for caring so much about me and my family.  Please, forgive me for being away for so long but I haven't felt very well lately.  I've been feeling very anxious and depressed.  I do have many problems that I have to be facing in my life that I'm not ready for.  I don't want to be bothering anybody with my life (full of problems) and that's the reason why sometimes I don't write in my journal or answer any of you.  I don't want to lie to you by saying that I'm feeling very well.  Thank you for alll your hugs, I will try to answer them as soon as I get them. Forgive me again if I have worried any of you, I'll try not to do it in the future.  Blessings, Hugs, and Kisses, Ivonne.

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ivonne, i glad you back and no you dont bother me, that what we are here for hun for each other when we need a freiend help and when were down and out.

you need to write in you joirnal hun get it out, you shouldnt hold it in it not good that why i let it out at time even if people migt laugh or think im stupid, i need this time to lety it out. everyone does b/c you brek down if you dont dear.

we love you huggs to you and god looking over you and taking care of you... but dont ever feel a burdern were all here for you.... ok sweetie.......

there another place i want to let ya know i go there for me and my son medication stuff and it for depression and bipolar and yu can add you meds to it and there a place how you feel and comment and leave private which no one cant access unless you want you dr too. but i sometime put thing there when i dont want non to know how i feling at the time... just a sugg hun....

it called moodtracker.com it free...... and if you got back pain i found another good site i been experiment is reliefinsite.com it free too. glad you back huggs love ya ang
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you are not bothering noone i like to hear from you take care and rember one day at a time
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Ivonne, First off Im sorry its taken me this long to respond to your journal. Im not getting anything in my email right now telling me if someone wrote a journal or anything. Hopefully they can fix that soon. Secondly, you never have and never will ever bother me. I want you to open up and talk to me about everything that is going on with you. Ive told you before, we can laugh together and we can cry together. I am suffering with deep depression right now too and I would love for us to talk. I think it would do both of us good. Its truly not good that neither one of us are saying anything to anybody. We are both just holding everything in and thats not good for either of us. Please let me know whats going on. I promise you I wont think anything you say to me is stupid or dumb. I wong judge you in any way. Please hun, talk to me. I love you soooo much and Im really worried about you. To be honest, Im worried about me too. I love you Ivonne,,,please talk to me. I will understand.
Hugs and so much love....Julie