I Took a Walk!!

I am kinda proud of myself.  Jim was going to take Dillon for a ride in his stroller this evening.  I always want to go with them but usually don't because it hurts me so bad to walk very far.  I had pain meds in me though and guess I just had this incredible sense of well-being that they can provide so I went.  I walked a half mile.  Yay me!!  My legs got very tired, but I didn't hurt like I have in the past.  Gives me hope that I can actually go on daily walks once I get my own script for pain meds.  Right now, I am having to depend on the generosity of friends and what little money I can pay for them.  It sucks, but it's better than doing without.  I have an appointment in Atlanta for the end of September.  I had to schedule it that far out because of monetary reasons.  At least, I have an appointment though.  I am not mentioning that I used to be in pain management or whatnot.  Then they get a feeling of well why is that doctor not treating you anymore and then you have to go into well I am bipolar so he quit writing my meds for me.  I ain't even gonna tell them I am bipolar!!  I have this incredible positive feeling and just want others to feel it too.  Thanks for reading if you did and have a wonderful day/week/month/year.  Well, you get the point!!  Whatever it is for you, I hope it is great!!  Love yas.