I tired to put myself in the hospital...

I hadn't been this bad since I was using drugs.....my anxiety was so bad the doc said that it had turned into depression. My husband said that he couldn't take it anymore ans we where talking about breaking up and I just cant see myself with out him... He is my soul mate... 
 Anyways all i know is I want to be back to myself.. I am so tired of worrying about EVERYTHING.. it's killing me... Well that is all for now, I am really tired and am having a hard time thinking..