I thought it would have been easier to.......

look at the "donor list" with my husband last night.It started off a little comical.  Its kinda like a dating service..."oh, she's too short, oh she's too thick, wrong body build, did she graduate from HS?".  I found myself getting incredibly judgemental.  My husband had to check me for a minute.  It does not matter if they graduated or what their lot in life is currently.  Its a matter of how you raise them with your values.  But then, we looked at some of the medical histories and there were definitely some that I did not want to pursue (hypertension, cancer history, blah, blah, blah).And then during our conversation, I began to tear up.I just wished that we did not have to go through this.