I thought I was ready!!!

I was doing really well with my sobriety NA, then my therapist canceled our session due to the holidays.  I thought I was ready  to not meet with her  on a weekly   basis, and now I realize that I do!  When I don't see her weekly I get myself into trouble! 
 
 I never thought of myself as an  addict, but I see the the need just as I did  last summer when I lost my health insurance.  someone gave the drug dealer that I  rented my car to  for drugs  called me the other day.  he had the nerve to think that I was going to let him use my car  again.   in his possession the  ignition of my car   was  ripped  out  any kind of accident with the rental car.  there was no way on God's green earth  that I would ever do that again.  you really honestly thought I would let him borrow my car.  I'm glad I wasn't  stupid enough  even consider it.  I blocked him from being able to call my cell phone  he has tried twice today to call me.
 
 I guess I do need therapy more than I thought. I am not ready  with her  twice a month.  I also brave  the cold so that I can get to it and  NA meeting.  I'm going to an NA meeting tonight, so I will try doing an online meeting at some point.  thank God I meet with my therapist on Tuesday.