I think this is the first happy journal I've ever done here

It has nothing to do with our fertility struggles.  I am looking at the footage of the aftermath of Hurrican Katrina.  i've got to say...I don't have any problems.  I have no right to complain.  I am sitting in my family room with my in-laws to my left, my husband just got home and gave me a big kiss like he does each night.  I am so blessed.  The biggest thing that I am worried about is making sure that my ribs are seasoned for tomorrow and that my bbq sauce is up to snuff.  Do we have enough propane for tomorrow.  I hope the steaks don't burn.  Do I have enough sterno for the chafing dishes.  Basically dumb stuff in the entire scheme of things.  I have a home, I have a job that I love to do and I have someone who loves me and who I love more than anything.  So what's the problem.  Yes, we'd like to have children to share that love, but life could be worse.  Have a great weekend.