I think I know why I'm so bitchy!

I think I am so bitchy today because I am worn down and dont feel good, which is why I am venting in the journal all day. Ugh. I guess last week was a good week, but I worked a lot. I know Friday I worked 17 hours. Then I worked a long time on Saturday, and then on Sunday instead of relaxing I had to visit my dad who is really sick, and I was so worn down I just sat there with my eyes half open. I missed some work earlier in the week to take my dad to the doctor, but I never actually have had a day off from both jobs on the same day except yesterday. I am working up to 60-70 hours per week. I think it is catching up with me, and now I feel miserable from being over worked.
Plus all this bad stuff keeps happening. People at my jobs are being mean as hell to me, I got grabbed by the back of the neck by a drunk customer at my night job a week ago, and it just seems like the world has gone to hell. My family is not supportive and crazy as hell, my mom says terrible things that damage me all the time. Then my ex-husband is terrible and my teenage son is starting to rebel. I have no help with my house or dogs, and all I can do to keep going is just keep taking caffeine and keep moving and keep making that money.
 
Over the past month feeling physically bad every single day has become the normal state for me. For the past two weeks I have had seriously large nasty blisters on my feet from working 20 hours days. I went to fleet feet and got some super duper nice tennis shoes espcially for my type of feet, and they feel better, but there for a while I was limping everywhere. Try working 16 hours on feet with huge nasty bloody blisters, walking on concerete floors and feeling them bust and having your socks be oozy. Gross. They sting when they pop in your shoes. Not fun.
 
No wonder I'm such a mega bitch.