it start like any day at 430 am who doing what I guess I take kerry an jen bus stop an work an I always fell like I never sleep an I notice I haven't been fix my hair until to day I put in a pony tail. that's not me.
Its a to bad of a day today I fell good ray works to day jen bus stop I thought I seen some one I know from along time ago I did talk to them they was on maple as me an jen heading to Dillon it was nice I wanted to enjoy it
Today was very bad I went to see mom I still up with ray about the gas him hinting that I was going there places I had no idia where I would go
I pack my stuff an went to the streets I went to the park down town that bag drew all kind out of the wood work an a lot of other shit going on it so dame crazy any the kid sent raymond out to get me I cant win wish I had a place to go no friends an no family but them an mom look like she had a little stroke it up set me I walk to day my leg hurt hell
Ray an I are still trying talk threw stuff hit a wall agen I so tired an did not sleep well I have a lot on my plate I am trying to do for my self he make the marriage hard deal with I guess I didn\'t cry in frount of him. I don\'t know he get under my skin like he does.
Today is bad I told ray out marriage is over I tired of the stress he didn\'t go to work thank Kerry pay 4 take out ray is not wanting to end thing I not backing down from this I fell some weight off my back! its sad but I all so want him to be happy I am not going that 4 him. my head& neck hurts.
Its a sat. before easter an me an have not any thing nasty to each other
But I doesn\'t still want to let go he want chat an hug an kiss me more then ever I don\'t mine the hugs it get to me it still make me sad it came to this for him to show he care it to late the kid seem to under stand that\'s good.
Its wed 8th an me an ray r getting a long he acts like we never broke up what we r ok an I don\'t want to keep preaching that our marriage is died an stop acting lie we r ok
I feel so much better over all I guess I didn\'t know how bad I feel until I am I filling so much better until now I got all that off my chest.
I guess I will b finding a new bone Dr. I try to make a apt an puala
would not rescual apt for me I guess I will not b going there any more. !!!
I guess I cant say I did not try.
I still feel the same about stuff Ray still trying to make me feel differt about him not changing an have sex with him is so hard it make me cry every time you would think we notice but I don\'t think he care
but wht crazy I stlill like hanging out with him. that for some reasn hurt.
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Its a to bad of a day today I fell good ray works to day jen bus stop I thought I seen some one I know from along time ago I did talk to them they was on maple as me an jen heading to Dillon it was nice I wanted to enjoy it
Today was very bad I went to see mom I still up with ray about the gas him hinting that I was going there places I had no idia where I would go
I pack my stuff an went to the streets I went to the park down town that bag drew all kind out of the wood work an a lot of other shit going on it so dame crazy any the kid sent raymond out to get me I cant win wish I had a place to go no friends an no family but them an mom look like she had a little stroke it up set me I walk to day my leg hurt hell
Ray an I are still trying talk threw stuff hit a wall agen I so tired an did not sleep well I have a lot on my plate I am trying to do for my self he make the marriage hard deal with I guess I didn\'t cry in frount of him. I don\'t know he get under my skin like he does.
Today is bad I told ray out marriage is over I tired of the stress he didn\'t go to work thank Kerry pay 4 take out ray is not wanting to end thing I not backing down from this I fell some weight off my back! its sad but I all so want him to be happy I am not going that 4 him. my head& neck hurts.
Its a sat. before easter an me an have not any thing nasty to each other
But I doesn\'t still want to let go he want chat an hug an kiss me more then ever I don\'t mine the hugs it get to me it still make me sad it came to this for him to show he care it to late the kid seem to under stand that\'s good.
Its wed 8th an me an ray r getting a long he acts like we never broke up what we r ok an I don\'t want to keep preaching that our marriage is died an stop acting lie we r ok
I feel so much better over all I guess I didn\'t know how bad I feel until I am I filling so much better until now I got all that off my chest.
I guess I will b finding a new bone Dr. I try to make a apt an puala
would not rescual apt for me I guess I will not b going there any more. !!!
I guess I cant say I did not try.
I guess I have to tell my Rg DR about my leg are swelling a little
I still feel the same about stuff Ray still trying to make me feel differt about him not changing an have sex with him is so hard it make me cry every time you would think we notice but I don\'t think he care
but wht crazy I stlill like hanging out with him. that for some reasn hurt.