I Think

I Think Aug 21, 1964, I gave birth to a Beautiful Baby Boy.
I Think...I watched this bouncing Boy turn into a Beautiful Young Man  
I Think...on August 12, 1984, I watched this bouncing Baby boy go from a young Man to a Husband.
I Think...on Aug. 18, 1985 this bouncing baby boy went into being a loving caring Daddy to a beautiful Daughter.
I Think..as a few years past this bouncing bay boy of mine became the daddy of another Daughter and a Son..
I Think...I watched this bouncing baby boy turn into a young man then to a loving husband then a wonderful Daddy who always told his Children 
I Think...as this baby boy became a young man, a husband, a Father I watched as he held his brand new Grand Daughter
I Think...as I knew this man loved his Family.. Loved his mom..loved his brothers ..loved his step-father I saw he loved His God the most...
I Think I watched this grown man grow I watched him give his life entirely to God  
I know...what he became a man who became an Ordained Minister.
I know that for what ever reason he did not get to have his last wishes happen..I know he wanted to live but I think he knew he would not but he wanted to see his son graduate from High School  if he watched it it was from Heaven..
I think and Know he was an Outstanding Man,Person, Child but mostly he was MY SON and
I know I loved my Son and he loved me  I know he is safe in the Arms of Jesus...whom he loved the most.
I Know I LOVE THAT BABY, THAT YOUNG MAN, A GREAT HUSBAND, A WONDERFUL DADDY, GRANDPA
AND I KNOW HE WAS LOVE BY ALL ESPECIALLY ME  HOW DO I KNOW
I AM HIS MOM, HE IS MY SON   MY BOUNCING BABY BOY WHO NOW IS HAPPY, STILL LOVED AND FEELING LOVED MORE THAN EVER BEFORE.
GOD LOANED ME THIS BOY, GOD LET ME HOLD HIM IN MY ARMS, GOD LET ME FEEL HIS LOVE ..GOD BLESSED ME WITH A SON NAMED KENNY    LOVE YOU MY SON, MOM

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sonshinedeb
sonshinedeb

I think I know how you feel. You described your son perfectly and the love shared. Hugs,
Debbie
KandL
KandL

Ken was a wonderful man...now angel. Hugs, Linda
CFMOM2
CFMOM2

Kenny,Kenny, Kenny you are loved!!!
Missinglisa
Missinglisa

What a heartfelt tribute to a remarkable man - you loving son Ken.
Tight hugs,
Marlene
Livingjuicy
Livingjuicy

Your mind thinks these things about your beloved Ken and your HEART knows...

Only a mother could have written such a beautiful piece about her child.

Ken, forever loved and sorely missed.

Gentle care dear Sandi and what a special man your son IS!

XO Joanie
PaulaLy
PaulaLy

What a wonderful tribute to your son. Hugs, Paula
jmk1973
jmk1973

What a beautiful journal, Sandi ! I am sure Kenny knows how much he is loved and how proud of him you are !

(((HUGS)))....Julia
carasmom
carasmom

Oh it hurts... but sometimes I am so grateful... even for the pain... because the pain is only so bad because I love so much... I am glad I am not incapable of giving myself wholeheartedly to those I love... some people do and say all the right things... but they never seem to really feel way down deep into their soul... I don\'t want that...