I still think about her too often.

I am not good at journaling but I am going to make an effort.....

It's been nearly three years since the day I met her. I always believed that my feelings were just a childish crush, a phase, and they would pass with time. For goodness sake I have a busy life! A family and work that leaves me very little idle time to think of her...  Apparently that isn't enough. I still think of her almost daily. We don't talk/text much anymore. There isn't much to say. We know we think of each other but talking would make it that much harder. So I go about my daily life and she will pop into my head again....as always. We did text a bit last week. It's as if we have been talking every day. It's natural, familiar.... Again we are left with wanting to see each other. We even talked about meeting on an upcoming trip I have. We both know that if we do it will only dig a deeper hole for us to climb out of when reality hits. So we regretfully say goodbye for now....knowing that it's what is best but wanting so much more. I miss her....