I seen it

Friday I was in my bathroom doing my hair and I had my under-shirt on getting ready to leave and I pulled my hair up and cliped it(not even thinking) and I seen my scar for the first time.Everyone that has seen it says it looks beautiful but I cant see how a scar can be.Its ugly,long,red,nasty.I hate it! I dont want to.I want to be one of those ppl that love there scar and think its beautiful but I hate it!I sat there and cried for 30 of 40 mins.All I could say was They cut my back,No!.My poor lillte sister had to come in and try to get me calmed down cuz my parents wer at work.