I see good changes every day!

The other day I open my night stand and realized that there were still condoms in there, so I threw them out. My boyfriend and I don't use condoms so there is no need to keep them. This was also a plus because my hyper sex drive may have caused me to use them with someone.
Saturday I was IMing with Scott and he was going to get cocaine and My first thought was come bring me rip. He didn't and I was really glad he didn't. By the end of the conversation I asked him not to contact me any more. I am hoping with him not contacting me he can move on.
My BF sent me the sweetest text yesterday for no reason. Even though he tells me he loves me and wants a future with me, I fear he will move one once his life gets better.I have less fear about him walking a way than I did before.maybe it's just the codependent in me that is having trouble believing.