i saw one of my abusers in the grocery store the other day

i saw this guy, he is actually the person that triggered my down fall that caused me to go into therapy and find this website.  maybe i should be thankful to him?  anyway, i ran into him at the grocery store.  i thought i saw him, wasn't sure, and then checked.  it was him.  in the past i would have fled the scene.  i stayed in there and shopped.  i came up on him in passing.  i walked by him and got inline to checkout.  my heart was racing.  i wanted to kill him.  that lasted for less than a minute.   a week ago i was doing  some thinking.  i thought how cool it was that i have not thought about him for a minute.  i thanked God.  i guess God decided to test me.  i gave myself an A.