i really am all alone in this world

I reach out to ppl all the time, just to have someone to talk to. family, friends, but no one seems to have the time to answer me back. ive always kept everything inside, and I guess ill just keep it this way. its not like I really matter in this world, im just a fucked up person that gets called crazy and stupid. always being told I need help for my issues. no, I just want an ear to listen. but I guess that's to much to ask.