I question if this W&W is doing me much good any more
Hey, a new color to livin' it up. Yes, I question myself if I even care to do this W&W group any more. Maybe it is a positive sign I don't need it? I get sick of everything... don't feel as if I get anywhere. Sometimes I've put a fair amount of time into some of those posts and does anyone care? I've had very little feedback since I started and what I've had was appreciated and made me feel connected somewhere with somebody who understands. Not to mention the cyber energy vampire on there lately.
Maybe some folks would be lucky enough to make friendships on this site with someone who lives in their area. I feel as if I've posted everything I can say on the subject. Yes, loneliness is indeed a social disease. Believe it, or not.
Whatever one does here is so flat and one-dimensional, and should never take the place of actual interaction - interaction and activities that are actually living life. Not sitting reading words on a screen. One has to guard against that becoming obsessive.
Maybe some folks would be lucky enough to make friendships on this site with someone who lives in their area. I feel as if I've posted everything I can say on the subject. Yes, loneliness is indeed a social disease. Believe it, or not.
Whatever one does here is so flat and one-dimensional, and should never take the place of actual interaction - interaction and activities that are actually living life. Not sitting reading words on a screen. One has to guard against that becoming obsessive.
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Love the color change. how did you change it? I quit grief seminar and bereavement counseling....seems like I was spending money and not being helped. I don\'t post topics on here mainly bcuz of dotconnector----not understanding her views...and some of cliffskat politics.... but I still come here daily - started from the last page and reading backwards because it gives me my daily strength - even though its from 2007 till now. I still need it... its keeping me sane. wanted to tell you - I CARE. I love reading your comments. you may not get responses but that\'s not why im here......im here to learn how to get thru another day of pain with out my life, my love, my best friend. sometimes I want to post....then I ponder too long and say forget it. I don\'t want to preach but for me - I don\'t have to \"feel\" connected to know that we are all here cuz of loss.
I\'ve lost friendships from people here in KS...but that\'s ok - that\'s how I kno who my true friends are and understand from the ones who don\'t. so not in the shape to start new ones, yet. my daughter and granddaughter stay with me 4 nights a week and I have peace...lol to myself to for the rest of the week to reflect on my Jim and how I made it another day and get out and do things for me without needed drama. thanks for listening.....lol. don\'t know if I helped. but I thank you - for you! XOXOXOXO