I quit

I am so lonely and depressed.  I did not know how lonely.  I want to give up. I just cry and keep going.  Why is there so much pain.  Am I so bad a person that no one will love me.  I am old, ugly and fat.  Why am I here?

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Hun im here! Looks and age dont matter! You\'re a very sweet person :) i haven\'t been on cause i got cyanide poisoning but im.better now kinda. Enough to talk anyway :) you\'re beautiful. Dont believe otherwise
billwfriend
billwfriend

We care sending angels to comfort you... Hugs bill
daisydduck
daisydduck

To your questions, I have no answers. Life is painful and sometimes we just have to take it one day at a time. You have many here that care a great deal about you. I\'m not too happy with the way I\'m looking these days and keep making myself promises that I will start doing something about it, but haven\'t yet. The big question? Why are you here? To love your grandchildren. Remember that the sun will set tonight and it will rise again tomorrow morning, no matter what happens to me or you. It is our choice how we live the day. Smile because it feels good. Put on a happy face and watch others smile back. It sounds like you may not have grieved the loss of your boyfriend and you need to go through the process. If you have a therapist, talk to them. If there is help at your church, ask for it. You are not alone. Seven million children are being raised in grandparent households. That means there are a lot of grandmas feeling just like you. Tomorrow is another day and it will be good, if you want it to be. God bless.