I Now Have High Speed Internet

It has been a few weeks since I posted a journal entry on here, but I finally decided that I should go a head and get high speed internet and it is great! I had dial up for years and being on a fixed income I didn't know if I could afford it,or not. The price isn't too bad and everything is so different. I kind of lost track of my updates from DailyStrength and finally figured out about my mail account from AOL was free on the internet. That's why I have not been posting that much. There has just been allot going on also with my health and being sick allot and still no diagnosis. I'm still on those awful Lortabs and sorry if someone takes them that benefits from them.In the begining they seem to help, but all the side effects like burning and itching, not serious,is enough to make me want to find something else. Allot of other side effects too. It seems that now they are making the pain worse in my legs and kind of like a aching,or maybe neuralgia? I don't know, but I went walking down to Family Dollar a few minutes ago and my legs burn and hurt like inflamation in the muscles and I had taken a Lortab this morning since I skipped it yesterday. Seems like as it builds up in my system, that's when the side effects get worse. I can skip them for several days, and then take one and they seem to help. who knows, I have allot of trouble taking just anything, my system is so sensitive.  The pain management doctor I go to has lost his partial license to administer certain strengths of pain meds because of some of these stupid patient took their prescriptions and forge them from what I heard from some of the other patients in the waiting room and sold them after getting them filled,so my doctor suffered the consequence from these dum patients who didn't apreciate what they were getting, now all the other patients have to suffer for thier actions. He is in the process of getting back his full license to prescribe, but in the mean time I have to wait until he gets this done. There is something I have in mind I want to try, but it is more of a stronger medicine and no Codein in it since I beleive that is what is bothering me with the Lortabs.