I Never Thought

I never thought it would catch me, never thought it would hurt me, I never thought I would actually fall in love. Now look at me... It caught me :'( Who says a man isn't suppose to cry? I feel like somebody dropped a ton of bricks on my stomach. I can't eat, I can't sleep.                                                            I used to believe those guys who would laugh & say "that will never happen to me" didn't know it would be me. I just want this pain to go away today. I don't wanna cry no more. I don't wanna hurt anymore. I definetely don't want to love anymore. Especially if it causes this... I don't want any part of it. Because it just hurts me so damn bad.                                                                                                                Even when it's sunny outside it still feels like it's raining I only wish that I never met her or fell in love with her. Then I wouldn't feel like I do... she changed my whole life. I don't know what she did to me, but I am weak. & for weeks. I've just been crying & crying for weeks. Didn't care if I'd survive so I wouldn't eat barley speak, or even sleep. My only weakness is her only reason is for her because she makes me feel like I can do anything, and there isn't a price you can put on a girl who knows just what to say when you need to hear it the most. :'(