I Never Had Children....

Good Morning World.   I am starting to move on.  The house is clean.  My plants and dolls are all looking happy and fresh.  I reorganized a few drawers and gave all Yoda's coats and sweaters away.  I am awake and its now 5:00 am in the morning.  I can't sleep anymore.  I have been thinking alot about not having been a Mother.  I once met a woman who told me, remember: what's going to make you happy is what will make you cry.  This helped her to accept  not having children.  I feel the loss of this little dog so profoundly that it makes me think of that woman.  I am dealing with the mean wellers who are suggesting that i get another pet immediately.   I have so much to be happy and grateful for in my life.  I just attended a beautiful wedding on Sunday and am going to an engagement party next weekend.  A coworker that I am fond of is pregnant.  Marcia is going to be a bubbie.  So life goes on.  I am smiling. Look its  light outside.  I am going to shower and take a walk and go to church this morning.  Luv and Hugs to all.  Thanks for all the messages and kindness.  You guys are the best.   Luv, Ree