I needed that....

So my 20 year old nephew and 19 year old girlfriend have a beautiful 5 month old baby girl. The mom has no interest in the baby and constantly wants my sister in law to take the baby. Anyways, this child is an absolute angel. I got the chance to spend the day with her because my sister in law brought her over to visit my mom and I. This child laughed the whole time. Literally I HAVE NEVER EVER been around a baby that didn't cry except for a little whine for a bottle in 6 hours. She just laughed and played and played and laughed she was a sweetheart. My sister in law in such a trip because she kept making me change and hold her because "I needed practice". She is right because I dont have any friends that have little babies that I can watch or babysit. My nephew is 20 and 18! So my family is waiting for my mom's only daughter (me) to have a baby. Usually I would be losing my mind, but it was the sweetest day. Since I found out that I am starting my IVF journey on Monday starting with BCP, I have felt at peace and know that my time is coming. I can't wait to have my baby on the floor laughing and enjoying those moment. I savored that moment and enjoyed every second. It was like preparation for my moment and I got to taste a small bit. I can't wait till this time next year I will have my beautiful babies/baby to adore! Makita

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LaureNJ
LaureNJ

That is precious...what a blessed day you had! Good luck with your IVF journey, I\'ll be right there w/ you!
xo Lauren
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It\'s great to hear that you are at peace with your journey. I\'m so excited for you to begin your IVF study. XO :)