I NEED YOUR PRAYERS

I am having alot of problems with my back and am looking to have a major surgery on my spine within the next month or so.I am in constant pain from several bulging discs and several small tumors on my spine.The pain is so bad that I can't stay in any one position for any length of time,so I don't get any sleep at night and they keep me going all day and I don't get any rest a during the day either. I am so worried about the grandbabies because I really don't have any one to help care for them if and when I have this done.I am so afraid that if the statefinds out they will come take my boys away from me. My hubby tries to help but he is not well either and they run circles around him.Their mother is not allowed to be around them[by court order]so she can't help me.My youngest daughter and I have had a huge falling out and we haven't talked in some time now by her choice.I don't even have anyone that I can leave them with for an hour not to mention some one who can or will help care for them during and after I HAVE THIS surgery.So please keep me in your prayers to be able to figure how to care for myself and make sure they are cared for in the process and not taken from me.