I need to stop lying to myself
Hello DS Family, Since my last journal entry I have really been doing some praying and thinking about the direction of my life and I have been doing a lot of Bible reading. I have come to the realization that I am not gay and that being gay is a sin and not what I want to be. I know I love God with all my heart and soul and I don't ever want to do anything that could lead me to stray from him. I would also like to apologize to all of you for deceiving and lying to you; I would like to keep all of you as friends. However, I will totally understand if I lose some friends because of this journal entry.
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You are so right,, God really do Love you; and Im so glad that you realize that living a gay lifestyle is NOT of God.. All I can say is THANK YOU LORD!! You be bless and continue to trust in the Lord, he will direct your path.. God Bless, Unforgettable
I\'m glad that you sought after God\'s path for your life and found it. We truly serve a gracious and loving God! It is a comfort to know that He will be with you as you heal the wounds that lead you to question your sexuality and will restore you to who He knows you to be. I\'ll do my best to support you on this journey. -chemnut
(((HUGS))) Whatever you decide, you won\'t lose real friends!
you don\'t have to say sorry to nobody and you didn\'t let nobody dowm. keep your chin up
I am so glad that the Lord lead you to His truth, and blessed you with insight and wisdom! You are a very brave and courageous woman! Never let go of Jesus\' hand, because he will never let go of you! Big hugs!