I need to move forward

I found out in Dec 2010 that I have an annie.I finally found the annie July 2010 I started having a burning feeling in the top of my head and always felt dizzy. I started seeing a pain management dr to control the pain I was feeling. He did several test on me to found out what was wrong. It was then he found the annie. I was sent to a neuro and he did a angio on me to make sure I just had the one. It turns out I did have just the one on the right side. I was in such a shock that dayall I remember is that he wants me to have a clipping before it ruptured. I have been in such a shock I have not been back to see him. I have been reading all these stories and I am scared to death. I know I am going to have to face this soon. Reading everyones stories has made me understand this. I hope very soon I can face this and move forward. I want to thank everyone for listening to my story. It has helped me so much to write about it.I am so glad I found this site. If anyone one else was feeling this way I would like to know.